I also need to sleep, lol. A few months ago (actually closer to 6 months ago probably) I started reading the book Everybody Writes by Ann Handley. I only got through two chapters before single motherhood came calling (I don’t remember the last time I actually finished a book). I will pick it up again soon. I need to sort my life and brain out in such a way that I can schedule some book time every day – a little each day (I’m also finding it hard to concentrate these days). BUT, I read enough to know that the author will probably tell me that I’m doing this blog thing all wrong. You see, there won’t be any rhyme or reason to the sequence of my posts. There is no theme other than navigating life as a single mother – so talks about my kids, family, friends, career, working out and I’ll throw in some sex for good measure. I’ll start drafts and then save them until I can look at them again and make sure to slightly edit them. Not so that they are perfect, as I’m not looking for perfection, but more so that they/it/I make sense. So yeah… I kind of need to write because… well because I cry a lot these days. I’m happy though. I’m happy with the decision I made a year ago (that’s for another post), but it doesn’t make it any less challenging. I have absolutely no regrets, and although I’m not alone I do feel lonely sometimes. BUT if I’m to share with you, then I need to remain anonymous. I want to take you on this unfiltered, uncensored journey and talk about my relationships and experiences freely. But I want and need to protect the people that are part of these experiences.

Stay tuned and maybe next time (or fives posts down the road) I’ll explore/share with you what I think my journey may/should/will be about.

Good night!